Joe Trohman & Heavy Metal Present: I Hate Myself

Closing off this season of I HATE MYSELF is singer/songwriter Jenny Owen Youngs. Youngs' notable works include the albums Batten the Hatches, Transmitter Failure, and An Unwavering Band of Light, the single "Fuck Was I," and the recent hit "High Hopes," co-written by her. Youngs discusses why she recently moved from Los Angeles to Maine, and she contemplates the fatal contract that we often make with our anxiety: embracing it for the sake of the (terrifying) motivation it provides and how it goads us at our work. She, Joe, and Wade offer ideas on how artists can break free of that contract, and make productivity more bearable for ourselves. Jenny Owen Youngs' newest, critically-acclaimed EP, Echo Mountain, is out now. Technical Producer: Mike Sgalambro Executive Producers: Joe Trohman, Matthew Medney, Tommy Coriale, David Erwin, Jon Lullo, Brendan Walter, Ari Lubet  I Hate Myself is a Heavy Metal Entertainment & Crush Pictures Production

Heavy Metal fans may know George C. Romero as the writer behind works like Cold Dead War and The Rise, but the rest of the world may only know him as the son of the late boundary-smashing director, George A. Romero. In this episode of I Hate Myself, George lets us in, past the veil, and into the heart of what it was like to grow up with that expectation. What George has weathered is not for the faint of heart - including travelling the country on top of railcars. In this penultimate episode, George chats with Joe and Wade about why creators can get "addicted" to darkness, danger, and reclusion. Most importantly, he offers his advice for how to keep on rocking, rebelling, and sticking it to authority - without getting too mired in your demons. Technical Producer: Mike Sgalambro Executive Producers: Joe Trohman, Matthew Medney, Tommy Coriale, David Erwin, Jon Lullo, Brendan Walter, Ari Lubet  I Hate Myself is a Heavy Metal Entertainment & Crush Pictures Production

Does your depression have a name? How about "Chartreuse"? Actor Ryan Simpkins (Revolutionary Road, Brigsby Bear, and forthcoming thriller The Georgetown Project) discusses their lifelong bouts with mental illness. In particular, they discuss the shifting, parasocial beast that is the Internet; with Joe, they break down the complex psychological landscape surrounding cancellation, being cancelled, arguments, and tweet storms. Technical Producer: Mike Sgalambro Executive Producers: Joe Trohman, Matthew Medney, Tommy Coriale, David Erwin, Jon Lullo, Brendan Walter, Ari Lubet  I Hate Myself is a Heavy Metal Entertainment & Crush Pictures Production

Emma Chamberlain, Youtuber, fashion icon, and coffee entrepreneur, hops on I Hate Myself to share her story of dealing with depression throughout adolescence. In particular, she shares her tips on how to manage when your passions turn from an escape into another stressor. Emma, Wade, and Joe delve deep into how the Internet has shaped our psyches, from Joe's early days on message boards to Emma's wrestling with Twitter insult spirals. Technical Producer: Mike Sgalambro Executive Producers: Joe Trohman, Matthew Medney, Tommy Coriale, David Erwin, Jon Lullo, Brendan Walter, Ari Lubet  I Hate Myself is a Heavy Metal Entertainment & Crush Pictures Production