Episode 24 Pattern-Fix

I didn’t lose it until she left. I keep photos of the people I’ve
loved to see if there’s a pattern. I expect more out of morning
than I do out of night. I’m a dying animal. I like my flesh spread
and my neck choking, and I like my eyes on you. Fixed.
Slaughter-watch. Bite your love in me. Throw me into your river,
and I will swim with every part of me. I never really told the
truth until that moment I watched you Ending. I knew then that I
was not a ghost. I knew then I wanted to be branded. By your scent
and your smile. Put your love somewhere in there, too. Deep so I
have to search.
                                                                   This
is as far as I’ll go.