The Pursuit of Passion by Courtney Kutler

I toed the line in the “City of Runnerly Love” on November
21.  I was, more than anything, grateful to be healthy and
ready to run.  As with any marathon, I had the nervous of
energy of what might be.  Would I be able to complete the
26.2 miles?  Would I feel strong?  Would I run
fast?  Would I run smart? I took a moment to pause, smile,
reflect and find my inner confidence.  In listening to the
“We Can Do Hard Things” podcast the day before the race, Abby
Wambach reflected on her first marathon in New York.  She
said, for inspiration she asked herself, “Who are you now?” 
That question kept playing on repeat in my head throughout the
race.  Who am I now?  The answer shifted every time I
asked the question.  I am strong, I am tough, I am someone
who perseveres, I am a mother, I am thirsty, I am a coach, I am a
wife, I am a runner, I am tired, I am smart, I am patient, I am
hungry, I am an Ironman, I am optimistic, I am sore, I am
resilient, I am determined, I am leading by example, I am
loved.  I am so much more than one setback, one race, one
goal.  I am not defined by my challenges nor my
accomplishments, and yet these same experiences shape who I am
becoming.