Microdosing through the Mother Wound

At the time of me writing this, we are just starting the month of
May and mother's day is right around the corner


 


If you've been following me for some time, you know that Mother's
Day for me was a very triggering holiday for decades (most of my
life)


 


Because I didn't have my birth mother most of my life, there was
a huge abandonment wound and a lot of fear drove my life choices


 


Then, when I became a mom in 2009, all sorts of my own trauma of
BECOMING and BEING a mother/wife was terrifying for me


 


And drove me in 14 years worth of self sabotaging behaviors,
limiting beliefs and addiction


 


I didn't have any conscious realization of this UNTIL I hit rock
bottom and asked for help


 


That's when plant medicine and shadow work came calling to save
me from myself


 


Without it, I honestly believe I would be dead today


 


Once I started microdosing with psilocybin and then ayhauasca a
year later, I found deeper relief and healing


 


I had to start the deeper core mother wound of abandonment with
deep dive medicine and deep shadow work, as well as supportive
embodiment practices like breathwork, meditation, yoga, etc.


 


But even after a year of that, microdosing helped me work through
the DAILY self sabotage and monkey mind that abandonment and fear
still keep picking away at my daily life


 


When we come from a deep mother/feminine wound, it takes months,
even years, to unwind that from our central nervous system


 


I had to unwind that human DOING/forcing energy that was so
masculine


 


I also wanted to tap into my own feminine energy and connect
deeper with women for the first time in my life (I honestly
struggled with all women's groups and building deeper
relationships with women) 


 


I didn't want it to always be about business when it came to
relationships either - which was very masculine


 


Without healing that mother wound, the real shock for me, was I
struggled with making money and KEEPING it.


 


I was blocking my openness and receptivity (which is feminine
healed energy) and so I would make money, only to "lose" it


 


But the fact of the matter is, when you heal the feminine and
reunite it with a healed masculine, you can enjoy receiving money
AND keeping it!


 


You can enjoy playfulness and fun AND enjoy your work life
(without being a workaholic)


 


Microdosing with both psilocybin and ayahuasca taught me that


 


Do you struggle with openness and receptivity?


 


Do you struggle with making money and keeping it?


 


Do you struggle with female relationships?


 


OR maybe you even struggle with your body image as a woman/mom?


 


Maybe you wanna bring sexy back, however, in a society where that
definition has been demeaned a tad...you don't know where to
begin?


 


You struggle with working too much and not having FUN???


You are worthy and more than enough to have ALL OF THAT


Ohhhhhh and the best part, is I was also able to heal deeply with
my kids and my husband and bring much more fun and romance back
into my marriage and family life


For Mom's are the pivotal cornerstone of a family


And maybe, just maybe, yours didn't model that super well


She did the best she could


And now you get to break through cycles of that being different


It all starts with YOU


If any of this resonates with you, send me an email at
support@microdosingforhealth.com


 
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