DO YOU BOW TO YOURSELF?

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* ich habe ulrike das gefragt:" * wenn du einen brief von deinem
zukünftigen ICH bekommen könntest – welchen rat oder welchen
einblick würdest du dir wünschen?" sie schrieb: "welchen rat?
geduldsamkeit. ich glaube wenn man die erwartungen an sich selbst
runterschraubt, wird es einfacher." * i asked ulrike this: "if you
could receive a letter from your future self – what advice or
insight would you want?" she wrote: "what advice? patience. i think
if you lower your expectations of yourself, it gets easier." "es
ist ein großes glück, wenn man kluge freunde hat und das der
verkehr mit ihnen dafür sorgt, dass einem ein bischen was
anfliegt." theodor fontane " it is a huge luck, when you ve got
wise friends and that the traffic with them cares, for that one-
some bit - is flying to one." theodor fontane thank you! * und?
steht deine persönlichkeit im stau? * and? does your personality
stays in traffic jam? * ee? senin kisiligin trafiikde mi sikiskti?
* und.. scannt dein herz oder fühlt es? *..and..scans your heart or
feels it? *..ve...kalbin tariyor mu yoksa hissediyor mu? hey you°
ive talked about a little boy called jonathan (2years young)- who
is very fine and sensitive and also recognizing, that things can
sometimes just break, and you can never fix some things again, and
they won´t come back. "good morning, sexy solar plexus, and hello,
dear BUDDHA! hey, thank you - today too!" i smile radiantly at this
spot on my belly (about two finger widths above the belly button,
solar plexus). i bow to him - and with a gentle "good morning,
sibel!" BUDDHA bows back to me. hello you! there you´ve landed now
in my forestmagicgarden he! HA! there i am daily inside and
experience so fews..there i feel myself very well and secure. i
don't know how it came about...but anyway, today u noticed in my
train of thought that i sometimes bow to animals, or my heart, or
cologne cathedral, yes—to all those involved ones, to the dragons,
... or other living beings. and then Buddha suddenly asks me kindly
(slowly!): "sibel, you bow to so many things. do you also bow to
your HUMAN SIDE, that, which you call "me?" and you know what now?
embarrassed, i look at the floor and_ i_ can't say yes to him_ ...
..." and also this above story.. about selfworth, packed in fury,
pain, BUDDHA, mum, body mind soul* even we might think "well, i am
okey with it, when we are really honest to ourselves, we might
notice, that something is not in balance or inner peace. going
through this process efforts brave, will, power, humor, trust ,
silence, changing, "lonelyness", kicking outs, leaving, and has got
then immense more power, trust, freedom, smilings - like fat drops
swimming upon a soup* i think, i talk about these themes..to show,
that one can grow over oneself, evolve and get more into the buried
inner peace - i choose it, to serve this world as best i can be..
this i neither expect from anyone nor wait for it. but i believe,
that this, mine lived experiences may also serve SOME ONE* have an
superduperduplosummertime ahead okey?! thank you so much for
spending your precious lifetime with me