"IT MAY BE*"

https://bermudafunk.org/hoeren/sendungen/switch-fuer-immer-punk
HEY* in der nächsten stunde wirst du hören, wie so das leben von
einer person von den ca 8 mrd menschen spielt. ich bin sibel* eric,
der gelber best friendo an meiner seite, heisst dich ebenfalls
willkommen. weshalb du mir zuhören könntest? ehrlich gesagt:ich
habe keine ahnung- irgendwas hat dich in diese frequenzen geführt,
und ich bin so sehr mega dankbar darüber- gemeinsame momente in
deiner wertvollen lebenszeit, mit mir zu teilen und vielleicht,
macht irgendwas hier- mit dir- falls ich verstörend auf dich wirken
sollte, schiebs in irgend einen leeren karton in deinem kopf und
dann..vielleicht switched du einfach wieder weiter* machs dir
bequem so oder so.. Over the next hour, you’ll hear what life is
like for one person among roughly 8 billion. I’m Sibel—and Eric, my
yellow best friend, welcomes you too. Why might you want to listen
to me? Honestly? I have no idea—something led you to these
frequencies, and I am so incredibly grateful for it—grateful to
share these moments with you during your precious time on earth.
and maybe, something here will make something - with you in case i
come across as unsettling, just tuck that away in a box in your
head and then —maybe just switch on to something else. make
yourself comfortable, anyway. * KAZA GELIYORUM DEMEZ* EIN UNFALL
SAGT NICHT:" ICH KOMME"AN ACCIDENT DOESN´T ANNOUNCE: " I´M ON THE
WAY!" *it’s last friday, 11:14 PM, through the open kitchen window,
i can hear my nephews and their friends laughing and chatting. i
take a sip of bay leaf tea with cinammon and check my emails. in
the spam folder, i spot a familiar name. i open the email, and my
heart is pounding—pumping five liters of blood a minute now, i
swear. & shock- i react immediately, taking responsibility to
correct this super stupid mess i’ve made!! to everyone who listened
to the past shows about my experience with the telephone counseling
service: i made a huge mistake—i disregarded certain values, like
the service's anonymity. i hadn't even thought about that. oh, man!
taylan. i really don't know how that slipped past me. this
shouldn't have happened. sometimes i really think i’ve lost my
mind.my heart really just wanted to share, how precious the work
and the peoples of ts are and what all so passes with one.. of
course, i immediately deleted all the radio shows and texts; and i
hope—so very much—that no harm came to anyone. tomorrow, i´ll go
there in person and ask how else i can make amends. i am sincerely
sorry for not asking beforehand and for not thinking it through.
this wont happen again. to forgive myself i need some time.One more
thing I’d like to add... there are many paths to happiness. The
path involving the TS wasn't the right one for me, yet I would have
regretted not following that inner call. I’m much wiser now, hehe.
&the fact that you can call the TS at any time, during any
crisis. At the other end of the line, there are always angels
selflessly giving you their very best. ist das wasser nicht auch
ein ausdruck von bewusstsein? * welches ist eine sache, die andere
menschen einfach nicht an dir verstehen? * what is one thing, which
other people simply don't understand about you? * kendinle ilgili,
başkalarının bir türlü sende anlamadığı o şey nedir? *when we think
of it, how often we, here,come in touch daily with clear, floating
and even warm water, there i feel humility.i can only give thanks
and handle with attentively. AND THAT CLEAR-FLOWING FLUSHING &
EVEN WARM WATER MUST AND MAY AND CAN BE THE CASE TO ALL OF CIRCA 8
BILLION DUDES, TOO! a story told from china also may reach you at
the end of the show... we never know, how universe calculates
somethings, but it can calculate very well* so..lets try, to stay
calm in whatever may happens, not judgeing first, universe wants us
see us in our full potential, happy & free.. trust. and in
yourself. we are not alone* much love & neonlights to you*
sibel