The Permutation

The Permutation sometimes on twitch.tv/thepermutation hearthis.at/thepermutation Join us @ Discord discord.gg/WsjfTtgcdK

The Signal is Lost in Space! Time to permutate!

I wrote a book about narcissism — it’s only available in German so far. This is the book release mix. You can find my book “Narzissmus – eine Krankheit für die ganze Gesellschaft” on Amazon: https://bit.ly/46LBudg

Sometimes things need to be addressed directly. Sometimes things need greater attention and a wider audience. Sometimes every vocal track carries a subliminal message — for the things that can’t be spoken out loud.

If you won't comply, just turn up the volume.

The Permutation sometimes on https://twitch.tv/thepermutation https://hearthis.at/thepermutation Join us @ Discord https://discord.gg/WsjfTtgcdK

The Signal is Lost in Space! Time to permutate!

Dear fellows, this is Messenger.

You might wonder why my output of DJ sets has slowed down lately. The reason is simple — and a little sad.

Over the past decade, I was caught in a toxic dynamic with someone I once called a friend. He turned out to be a covert narcissist. While I’ve dealt with overt narcissism before, the covert type is much harder to detect — and even harder to escape.

Long story short: I never gave in to the manipulation, but it left its marks. I went through a severe depressive episode and lost touch with the joy I used to feel — in life, in music, in everything.

Now, I’m slowly finding my way back. As part of this process, I wrote a book about narcissism, which will be published soon. (In German Language) This mix is part of that healing journey.

It’s not about revenge — it’s about truth, clarity, and transformation. Enjoy the ride.

– Messenger

the five stages of dying or letting things go. Keep up with the times and time won't pass you by.