Messenger Live @ The Permutation EP0023 - techno mininmal melodic (covert narcissm)

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The Signal is Lost in Space!
Time to permutate!

Dear fellows, this is Messenger.

You might wonder why my output of DJ sets has slowed down
lately.
The reason is simple — and a little sad.

Over the past decade, I was caught in a toxic dynamic with someone
I once called a friend.
He turned out to be a covert narcissist.
While I’ve dealt with overt narcissism before, the covert type is
much harder to detect — and even harder to escape.

Long story short: I never gave in to the manipulation, but it left
its marks.
I went through a severe depressive episode and lost touch with the
joy I used to feel — in life, in music, in everything.

Now, I’m slowly finding my way back.
As part of this process, I wrote a book about narcissism, which
will be published soon. (In German Language)
This mix is part of that healing journey.

It’s not about revenge — it’s about truth, clarity, and
transformation.
Enjoy the ride.

– Messenger