Klagelieder eines introvertierten Barbaren

I don't wanna be, I don′t wanna be me


I don't wanna be me anymore





Two steps forward, three steps back


Without warning, heart attack


He fell asleep in the snow


Never woke up, died alone

This is not my life


This is not my home


This is not me


I hate this

The air is warm


I hear the wind and the trees


I know I'm there, but I'll never be


The wind is soft tonight, the tide is low


And I know the way


(I never felt better now)





Sometimes life, it moves too slow


Slows to a crawl, and then the poetry is lost


And without speed, hope becomes certainty


And for once I'm certain


(I never felt better now)





A garden is it's own perfect world


Where everything has a place


Every leaf, every stone, every speck of dirt


But where's my place?


I even tried to get arrested today


But everyone looked the other way


I count the hours, and I count the days


But for once I'm certain


(I never felt better now)





Don't want your help


Don't need your help


Don't want your help


Don't need your help


Helpless


Helpless





You found a way to make me say


Help me please someone





The water's clear


I see that it's full of dimes


For every wish, I wonder why


Why all I want is something beautiful


A place to rest


(I never felt better now)


Don't want your help


Don't need your help


Don't want your help


Don't need your help


Helpless


Helpless





You found a way to make me say


Help me please someone


Help


Help


Help


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The Beginning Of The End.