Klagelieder eines introvertierten Barbaren

I don't wanna be, I don′t wanna be me I don't wanna be me anymore Two steps forward, three steps back Without warning, heart attack He fell asleep in the snow Never woke up, died alone

This is not my life This is not my home This is not me I hate this

The air is warm I hear the wind and the trees I know I'm there, but I'll never be The wind is soft tonight, the tide is low And I know the way (I never felt better now) Sometimes life, it moves too slow Slows to a crawl, and then the poetry is lost And without speed, hope becomes certainty And for once I'm certain (I never felt better now) A garden is it's own perfect world Where everything has a place Every leaf, every stone, every speck of dirt But where's my place? I even tried to get arrested today But everyone looked the other way I count the hours, and I count the days But for once I'm certain (I never felt better now) Don't want your help Don't need your help Don't want your help Don't need your help Helpless Helpless You found a way to make me say Help me please someone The water's clear I see that it's full of dimes For every wish, I wonder why Why all I want is something beautiful A place to rest (I never felt better now) Don't want your help Don't need your help Don't want your help Don't need your help Helpless Helpless You found a way to make me say Help me please someone Help Help Help ...

The Beginning Of The End.