deep story nr. 156 | curiosity | by Jessy Nimni

The next day I had to take part in a training course in which the
procedure for entering The Kathedral was going to be explained to
me. For the first time since joining ComRa, I went back to head
office. It seemed to me that I hadn't been there in ages, even
though it was only a few weeks ago. I couldn't remember much of
that day. There was the memory of the eloquent manager who
offered me to become an “ambassador” and I remember seeing
several large rooms with lots of monitors. That’s about all which
had stayed in my memory. Instead, I associated strong feelings
with this place. At first there was astonishment and awe. A
strange mixture which was soon taken over by curiosity and
anticipation. But there still seemed to be something that wanted
to find its way into my memory. Something that crept around in
the shadow of my thoughts. It was held back by the other feelings
and couldn’t step forward into the light. The more I tried to
recollect this sensation, the darker the area of my mind became.
Until I got to the point that some kind of invisible barrier
wouldn't let me go any further. It was as if an ice-cold shower
passed through me and froze me. For a brief moment I thought I
could see a silhouette in the dark, with a facial expression that
embodied pure horror, similar to the famous painting by Edvard
Munch.


At that moment I was torn away from my thoughts. Somebody nudged
me and was talking to me. It took a moment before I was able to
capture messages again. My host had probably noticed this and
repeated his statement. “Well, once again you missed your
connection last night. As I just said, if you want to go to the
head office, you have to get off here with me! He was right about
both statements. I also wanted to go to headquarters and last
night was once again particularly long. I just couldn’t leave the
last deep story behind. I heard you again and again until the wee
hours of the morning as you captured my anticipation and
transformed it into pure positive energy. And suddenly the
darkness had vanished into my mind and there they were again, my
loyal companions of the last few days, curiosity and
anticipation!


Our guest Jessy Nimni spreads exactly this mood with his podcast
and exudes a distinctly positive energy to fend off the darkness
around us.